Did i make a mistake?

Stars:

I'm really in a dilemma...
Am i unreasonable?
Am i asking too much from you?
All i want is just simple, like every girls .
Am i making too much  trouble?
Making myself feeling so tired from everything?

Did I even make the correct choice?
I understand that i may not come in first but at least stand some place.
But i don't...

It is really hard to make a choice.
Gaining and Losing?
It is just a matter of time.
And how much i cherish it?
I hate this feeling?
Why am i standing alone in this?

PS: Sorry for everything today. Sorry if i make a big fuss about it..