Weets~
One burden week down.
Basic Theory Test OVER :D
YAY! Passed with 1 trial.
Just click on it if you cant see .
HAHAHS!
IS TOO BIG TO BE PREVIEW!~
Is just one step forward towards my driving license though its still has a long way to go.
2 more theory lesson, 2practice session, 1 evaluation, 1 Final Theory , 25 practical lesson and then my practical test.
WOW!
SO LONG!~
One UT down today.
Marking my calendar nearing the end of semester.
Though its still another 5 weeks or less.
BUT STILL,
everyday is a day.
whether to live happily or devastatingly,
it's our choice.
LIVE IT OR SCREW IT.
But there is always one circumstances which screw the day.
SO MEH...
ITS STILL FATE!
HAHAHAS!
Changes are necessary .
No matter what you came upon with. ADAPTATION IS WHAT EVERYONE NEEDS.
I think I have change in terms of:
1) LOOKS
2) CHARACTER
3) undefined
LOOKS
I think I look better compare to years back.
2010
2011
2013 April
2013 June
2013 October
2013 December
2014 May
I may not have the perfect figure, but I truly belief a pretty heart is what I've got.
No matter how evil I curse, how bad a person language could be.
It's JUST SAYING!
I always have a mouth to speak, but I don't have the guts to do it.
OH WELL...
CharacterI think im just back to who I am.
The independence me.
Trying to rely on myself instead of others.
If I offended any of you, I'm sorry.
I'm just speaking without brain/ thinking.
I'm always a loud speaker..
Like a barbarian
But that's who I am.
When people are mad, we tends to curse.
I'm a person who doesn't like to speak ill of others unless gossips.
That why when people talk, im just keeping quiet.
I believe that people are the way they are.
No people are 100% perfect.
That why people are trying so hard to be a perfectionist.
Me myself, of course I wanna be perfect too.
like having the perfect curves a woman should have.
having the world knowledge like a genius.
But,
there is always a restriction ain't ?
People are born this way.
Don't force your way out.
It just hurt much worst than before. Just be who you are. Don't try to synchronise the path with others. You'll eventually get tired.
Life has been tough recently.
Finding there was insufficient time for me to complete my stuff.
Totally wasn't prepare for UTs this week.
But whatever...
It's over.
Life get better each day.
I am just going to talk about love in me.
People are like she's going start her 长篇大论。
Like GINA'S ONLY LOGIC!
But whatever!
If you guys feel that it's true then that's great.
But if you guys think this is JUST RUBBISH.
THEN GET AWAY FROM MY BLOG.
I have been immature before.
I use to 见一个爱一个.
But since last year, I can say I found him.
Though I lost him...
But I finally know the meaning of love.
Love is sacrificing, doing stupid stuff together, anything and everything.
Love, you did all kind of foolish things without knowing.
For you, if you haven't notice, you did all.
But maybe is just part of my wishful thinking.
But I swear, I also did all the foolish stuffs for you.
All the blog post I written, a way to communicate to you.
Because I am alexithymia. (inability to identify and describe emotion in oneself)
My friends are thinking that I am so stupid. 1) Why am I not getting over you after so long? 2) Why do I still protect you after knowing all the stuff you said? 3) Why am I still doing all the stupid things? 4) Why am I putting all the effort to know you more ?
Why and just more whys?
People are just seeing the joke out of me.
Probably , they see, we are just impossible.
Yeah!
We might not have any outcome anymore.
But i ain't gonna spoil your reputation.
Im still protecting you regardless of anything.
I just wish that you are happy the way you are.
As long As everything is fine with you.
Im glad.
I don't say I don't want you.
But I can say Im not waiting for you.
Im just waiting for my fate and time to come upon me.
Regardless what the outcome is, IT'S JUST FATE.
School as usual this week.
Most Understanding Test grades are out.
Did quite badly again this time round.
Really have no passion for scientific field.
But mehh...
Have to complete my diploma.
Gambateh to UT2!
Went to visit my new house last weekend.
Looking forward to more progression.
The outer is like 3/4 complete.
I'm so happy.
Hope my house could be done by year end of 2015.
What's amazing about this week lesson is that we visited a lab.
I don't know what lab isit call.
But it looks amazing.
It for our module Industrial and Food Biotechnology.
So basically it's about increasing demands and production of food in industrial I guess.
Our first visit to researching lab I would say.
The lab was for researching on plants growth.
Like??
Using different parts of the plant to cultivate A PLANT.
I didn't know such method exist until today.
So basically this are the process done.
I like how amazing creatures are.
How life could be different with science around.
Although they are hard to learn
but they could make our life better.
Some nights I wish I wasn't alone.
I feel like crying myself to sleep.
But my emotions doesn't allow me to.
I totally lost control of my emotions nowadays.
I wish I could put everything back in bits and pieces.
Only times allow, I don't want to meet any of you.
It just totally change my life.
