#Bad dreams

Stars:

 

Bad day start  today.

I think i had the same dream as you.

But the dream was so much to your happiness.

But to my angryness.

I had to fight for you so much.

In life, In dreams.

First time i having such a bad time in this.

I swear i want to put down.

I want to be friends back with you.

I just cannot walk out of it.

I know im nothing, she's everything.

If she accepts you, i will give you my blessing even it hurts.

I just want you to be happy.

It sounds so stupid but this is love.

aint?

 

Im going no where.

I lost my destination.

I lost my aims.

I lost everything, even Xx.

I have to push people away.

Should i just be back whom i really am?

No friends, No life.

The world just around me...

 

 

-Feeling so awful right now.

Really wanted to talk to you,

 but i cannot bring up the courage.

Trying so hard to distance myself from you...

Trying to leave your sight.

But you are everywhere in me.

 

I never had this much feeling before.

I used to cry and forget everything.

Thinking the next one would be better.

But ....

SIGH!~