It could be a vague promises ;
posession of the other half.
But does this promises your other half last?
Relationship is not just about promises,
but also trust, faith, and much more factors contributing to a "success relationship"
A fight is necessary in a relationship.
I guess, sometimes we are too sensitive.
But we just want our other half to feel us, to understand us.
Manage to came across this blog post.
Credit: The last time i'll ever think about you
I was like this blog author in the very past.
I used to bear grudges of mistake he does.
I used to cry myself to bed,
thinking what would become of us.
I swallow every upset incident.
But after meeting the very you.
life changes.
every moment now and then i miss the sweet you.
even though you are not mine to begin with.
Yes! im upset that you don't spend much time with me.
All over your brothers.
But i tried very hard.
I didn't cry this time round.
But i ended this relationship in a very awful way.
You knew i wasn't in a very good mood that day.
But...
I managed to spill the words,
that i promise you in the very start,
i wouldn't say them again.
But have you ever wonder,
why did i say that ?
I leave you, because i dont want to be a burden for you anymore.
I don't want to leave you making a choice between your brothers.
Though i regretted making that choice,
but the very end,
you are happy the way you are now.
After all this,
I learnt my lesson.
I react so immature in this relationship.
4th month and counting the days im single.
Why i choose to be single?
Partly, i haven't meet the very right guy, and i need to grow mature first.
just like the blog author said:
"You need to love being alone before you wil ever be able to love being his."
I'm trying hard to learn to be alone,
trying hard to stop being so dependent on guys.
Being alone, sure it is hard,
but this is part of the process of growing up.
There wouldn't be someone who understand you as much as you do yourself.
The pain is necessary.
But just endure...
"After every storm comes the rainbow."
No matter how many times you meet with "tragedy",
you will pick yourself up and eventually things will turn around.
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