Life;Its all about love

Life has been tough recently.
Finding there was insufficient time for me to complete my stuff.
Totally wasn't prepare for UTs this week.
But whatever...
It's over.
Life get better each day.

I am just going to talk about love in me.
People are like she's going start her 长篇大论。
Like GINA'S ONLY LOGIC!
But whatever!
If you guys feel that it's true then that's great.
But if you guys think this is JUST RUBBISH.
THEN GET AWAY FROM MY BLOG.

I have been immature before.
I use to 见一个爱一个.
But since last year, I can say I found him.
Though I lost him...
But I finally know the meaning of love.
Love is sacrificing, doing stupid stuff together, anything and everything.
Love, you did all kind of foolish things without knowing.
For you, if you haven't notice, you did all.
But maybe is just part of my wishful thinking.
But I swear, I also did all the foolish stuffs for you.
All the blog post I written,  a way to communicate to you.
Because I am alexithymia. (inability to identify and describe emotion in oneself)
My friends are thinking that I am so stupid.
1) Why am I not getting over you after so long?
2) Why do I still protect you after knowing all the stuff you said?
3) Why am I still doing all the stupid things?
4) Why am I putting all the effort to know you more ?

Why and just more whys?

People are just seeing the joke out of me.
Probably , they see, we are just impossible.
Yeah!
We might not have any outcome anymore.
But i ain't gonna spoil your reputation.
Im still protecting you regardless of anything.
I just wish that you are happy the way you are.
As long As everything is fine with you.
Im glad.
I don't say I don't want you.
But I can say Im not waiting for you.
Im just waiting for my fate and time to come upon me.
Regardless what the outcome is, IT'S JUST FATE.

Just ending with a song...