Tired, Sick, PMS!~ i'm just a attention seeker.

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Molecular and Cell Biology Module Today.
Revision of what i learnt in secondary school.
So the lesson was manageable.
But really had a bad day since yesterday.
Grouping problems...
Family issues.
Every single shit is just my fault.
I hate being myself, looking perfect but fragile inside.


Grouping was a big issue.
Early morning tio scolding from ******.
Really "made" my day.
Stress for every single shit.
Sad for every single thing.
Im just sick and tired of living.
Fell sick again when i just recover last week.


I hate being who i am.
I hate being pill puppet.
I just want to end every single thing.
I want you to hug me, telling me everything is gonna be fine.
But that was just a dream.
Passing each other without calling out.
I hate that ----, everywhere anywhere i feel ---- presence.
Sigh...
Jealousy kills.


Xx is just too nice to me, until i dont know what to feel.
I just dont feel the same to him like i do to you.


Presence of JJ, make me secure.
Though he is just a friend.
But he's someone who tell me everything.
He has plans, everything...


Sigh... feeling so sick and tired of life.
But i got no where to go... for a rest.